I decided to change my xanga account. Well I am not pregnant anymore and I probably won't be trying anytime soon I decided that the account name is very inappropriate. So I made a new one. You are welcome to add me as a friend if you want to. The xanga lock is enabled.

http://www.xanga.com/perfect_martini4me

so I'm not pregnant.

that is so weird. I have all the classic symptoms of pregnancy. I still feel smild cramping.
if AF doesn't show up next month I am definitely talking to my dr again.

I'm getting so anxious!!!

so I called the lab to find out if my result came back and they said yes but they can't give me the result. I have to make an appt to talk to my dr.
The next opening for my dr is thursday!
So I asked them to transfer me to my dr's voice mail (Cause he told me he has one) but the front desk tells me that he doesn't and they can take msgs for him. so I asked them if he could call back and let me know the result and the lady told me that they don't usually do that. She did take my number but I have a feeling that she's not gonna give it to my dr.

I just want to know soon because I wanna know if I can take medicine cause I get bad diarrhea and headache. Hopefully the dr calls me back soon.

Today, I feel like I'm not pregnant. I have very mild nausea from hunger but I don't feel any cramping, my breasts are hurting anymore...
I am kinda scared to find out the result

ok no result yet.

they took my blood so result comes out on monday.

So now I can't take any medicine for this migraine until I find out the result.

After the dr appt I was sooo hungry (hungry to the point it was hurting) that I told my bf to just stop by anywear and get me food. We ended up stopping by at Taco bell. Then on the way home I ate everything in the car. I literally just swallowed 2 tacos and 2 mexican rice bowls. And guess what my bf ate for lunch...a banana and a protein shake!!!!

Ok I'm about to give up stressing over this.
I will know for sure tomorrow since I'm going to go see my dr.

It's just so weird that I have all the symptoms but I can't get positive on hpt.
whatever.

guess what...so I'm having a margarita!! =p
I think I need a drink but no worried I'll just have one. Then if I find out tomorrow I'm not pregnant, I'm going for more.